I matched into my number one choice, Catalyst’s city! He is here right now, and Ember is flying in tomorrow and staying for a week and a day. There is so much talking to do and so much to figure out, but for now we’re all just processing the information. I want to be in a celebratory mood right now, but mostly I’m just relieved, and also sad, because I’ve disappointed two of the three most important people in my life (Ember and my mother), but any option I had meant at least two of the three would be disappointed, if not all of them.

I think I made the right choice for my life, and I am happy, sad, scared, excited, confused, and so many other emotions right now.

More later, but I wanted to post something here just in case there’s any readers that aren’t connected to me via my extensive social network presence. :)

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